Almost over

Well my time for me a KKC is almost over and my time at my internship/job is almost over as well. As I grow in my craft I want to put myself in the best position to provide the best future for myself and family. I could be traveling to Balitimore but I have some opprotunites that I dont want to miss out on and I find myself torn between the two. This weekend is the opening of the Art center where I live there is going to be a press conference and its going to be a big thing and I want to network with the people who will be there. I want to create a dope package of the press conference. Also this weekend is the first meeting of the artist that live in the complex I will shoot that and get interviews of every artist that comes which is a great start to documentary for the next year of living over there. On the other hand Min Farrakhan will be speaking at Morgan State and I want to go to that and be a part of that but I cant do both. So which do I chose well I chose to stay and go to the press conference. How much do you sacrafice for what you believe in? Sometimes its hard working for what you believe in I wish I could make more money here but I dont see that as a reality. So I feel like I'm choosing my personal desires over giving my everything for what I believe in and helping Min. Farrakhan. I applyed for a job at city colleges and if Im blessed to get it I would leave the Final Call which would be hard but I have to think about myself and family. Is that a lack of faith? I see some people here who have sacraficed so much for the Nation but they have not put them self in a better position financially. This is me just venting on the trials of working at the same place you worship at.